When I tell any truth it is not for the sake of convincing those who do not know it, but for the sake of defending those who do....
-Wm. Blake








"A Bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings
Because it has a Song...." ~ Maya Angelou

Thursday, April 24, 2008

*Almost got discouraged-- just for a sec....

found this poem on some sight with poems on it--- great description, i know..lol. But man the end of the semester got me feeling like I'm looking uphill at a long road, to wherever this thing called "life" is taking me. however, with that said, this poem made me think, and feel a lil better,... mostly made me think, but thats always a good thing....made me realize that when you got so much good in you, and God was something great he wants you to do in this life, the more the devil tries to break your spirits ya know.. He's good. Always comin up with many ways to do it, every year something else it seems.and now he's convincing me, that I dont have it in me, to do whatever I'm trying to do... . that's i'm loosing my motivation, ...taking on the disguise of my own Deception.... I say nah, I just forgot some things, thats all......A wise angel-friend of mine (Miss I fight to have flight, go ahead and wing me, B), once told me, "that if the devil would've known how I'd be after the storm, he would've never bothered me in the first place...." I must have forgot that my final form has Diamond dimensions, and the devil forgot what happens to me under pressure.... -note to the Devil, thanks for setting me up..;-)...


Third eye crying

Fear has taken hold of me,
Won't let my spirit fly free,
Keeping me a prisoner within me
Seeking out my insecurities,
And using them against me.
My is vision blurred,
Because my Third eye is crying,
Seeing visions of my visions dying.
Lost in the 3D animated Matrix
Unable to stay focused on my foundation
Close to accepting this unreal perception
When my Brother reminded me
That all of this is only deception that's
Trying to break the connection that
Keeps me connected to the Source of Energy
That my soul needs
That Energy that I receive when I remember how to breathe
And set my spirit free from negative energy.



I always say the Devil takes his best diguise when he's inside us..... Dont be fooled my friends, I'm not anymore......

Never discouraged, but rather encouraged....

Changing my lifestyle,

Ash~




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